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"Can Cry" Mod Account ([personal profile] cancrymods) wrote in [community profile] cancry2020-07-31 08:27 pm

introductions

It comes to you suddenly, at the end of an unravelling thread of thought. A sudden, piercing sense of wrongness stops you in your tracks and sends you tumbling through rapidfire questions that you realize you have no answer for. How long have you been here? How long have you been doing the same things, over and over, blindly going through the motions of a routine? Just who are you, anyway?

Questions beget more questions and answers prove illusive until you arrive at the only things you know for certain: the first is that this place is Purgatory.

The second is that you're here because you're dead.

Oddly, this doesn't feel like a surprise of any sort. You don't remember how or why it happened, but it did and that's that. It feels rather as though you've been slapped awake and everything around you has come into sharp focus. You're in Limbo, where you've been wandering since you arrived here in Purgatory alongside all the other mindless souls who are acting out what little they remember of their original lives.

Still lingering is that horrible sense of something being terribly wrong. It hasn't dissipated with your realization of the truth – if anything, it's intensified. There's no way to tell what it is, but there's something going on here.

Maybe you should investigate – or at least see if there's anyone else here who's had the same realization as you...

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emberserker: Arrogant glare. (i'm the greatest)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-07-31 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
You think? We are dead!

[Not that the person she just grabbed has any idea of anything else. A redhead with a hint of a German accent and a scowl -- that's about all that stands out thus far. She pulls her arm back to try and shake it out of Medic's grip.]

You aren't the only one who wants to know. Something feels more than out of sorts.
mementomoritz: that someone is me (did somebody say science?)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-07-31 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, that wasn't new, but confirming prior data from multiple sources is important, too. Thank you! [She sort of ragdolls forward for a moment before she realizes the other girl probably wants her to let go, at which point she does.]

Yes, I feel that too. Something just isn't right. [She pauses a moment, looking thoughtful.] I think this is the part where I should introduce myself, but I don't know my name. Hello, anyway!

Do you want to help me shake down random passerby until they tell us things?
emberserker: Stern annoyance. (riiiiiiiight)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-07-31 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you really think that's going to do anything?

[She says, despite having been doing just that.]
mementomoritz: maybe both! (new toys? new friends?)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-07-31 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Cheerfully:] I have no idea!

Based on what we've learned thus far in the last five seconds, I hypothesize one of two outcomes: either they'll know something, or they won't.

[Yes that's... that's sort of obvious, Medic.]

If they do tell us new information, then we'll have learned something! If they don't, we can try to look for patterns in the knowledge we all don't have. For example, we can both still speak and walk, even though those are learned skills, so we must retain that knowledge! [A beat, and then:] Also, I apparently retain the knowledge that things like speaking and walking are learned skills!
Edited 2020-07-31 20:39 (UTC)
emberserker: Holding her magic crystal. (...)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-07-31 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
So what we do recognize is basic, and what we don't must be more specific. We all speak the same language, though that might well be that idea of there being no barriers after death in force. And I'd say a good amount of the people here look human, but... certainly not all of them.
mementomoritz: leave her out of the yearbook (class photo day)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-07-31 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Exactly! [Yes, good, someone gets it.] Furthermore, a great deal of the general knowledge I can think of seems to be things that relate to humans and humanity. I can't think of a single thing that's unambiguously about people who aren't human! Does that mean that other kinds of people only exist here? That I never met any while I was alive? Or that we're just so similar in everything beyond physical appearance that all general knowledge applies to however many species there are?

The only consistent rule I can find is that I don't remember anything about me.
emberserker: Stern look. (this is why you're wrong)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-07-31 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
So we have the foundation of the world, but nothing of the people built on it. If the world even is what we thought, given, again, the giant bug creature and all the others running around.
mementomoritz: yes??? (what if science?)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-07-31 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes! Or maybe more than one world? [A quiet, awed whisper:] Do aliens have the same afterlife we do?
emberserker: Looking up with surprise. (oh no)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-07-31 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Aliens -- you know, sure, it isn't like anything else makes sense today. Fine. They're aliens. I don't see why an afterlife would be confined to one planet regardless.
mementomoritz: try again? (test results are inconclusive)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-07-31 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[She nods happily.] It would make sense- given the sheer size of the universe, multiple sapient species are entirely possible. And if one species persists after death, why not more!

...Although- [She pauses, frowning.] -that doesn't explain why there's so many humans here, relative to people who seem to be from other species. Do we just have a much bigger population size? Do we die more often? Both?

[She shakes her head.] I can make a lot of guesses, but I really need more data.
emberserker: Arrogant glare. (i'm the greatest)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-07-31 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
That's all well and good, but there's something wrong here, don't you think? Aside from the abundance of humans.
mementomoritz: hmmm... (hypothesis)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-08-01 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, absolutely. [Not even missing a beat.] But that just raises another question, doesn't it?

How do we know?

[She looks almost serious, for all her giddy excitement.]

We don't know our own names, or what happened to us, or anything about our lives. But we both know that we died, and that something is very, very wrong. And that whatever it is, being dead isn't it.

So what's telling us that? Was it something we knew once, that was too important to forget completely? I don't think we can find the answer until we know how we know.
emberserker: Angry look. (you are not)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-08-01 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
It could well be. [Frowns.] You're an energetic sort, aren't you?
mementomoritz: MERCY YES (Default)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-08-01 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Apparently, yes! [And she's back to cheerful.] How could I not be excited? This whole place is an incredible mystery! We can learn so much!

Mostly things we already learned once, but probably also new things.
emberserker: Chibi grump. (why life)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-08-01 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
That may well be, but you realize we are dead. And something seems strange besides...
mementomoritz: maybe both! (new toys? new friends?)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-08-01 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It could probably be worse. We could be dead and on fire! Or really, really bored.

[She has priorities. Are they good priorities? They're priorities.]

At least figuring this out gives us something to do.
emberserker: Moody and sad. (sighhhhhhhh)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-08-01 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wolfsbane has the urge to set Medic on fire, but she just rolls her eyes and looks around the crowds.]

Why all the people, anyway? I thought Purgatory wasn't supposed to be permanent.
mementomoritz: yes??? (what if science?)

[personal profile] mementomoritz 2020-08-01 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Medic considers that point thoughtfully.] Hmm... I don't think I know much about Purgatory, as a concept. Maybe it just takes a really long time?

"Not forever" could still mean "millions of years", after all!
emberserker: Looking up with surprise. (oh no)

[personal profile] emberserker 2020-08-02 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
I'd rather not.