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cancry2021-01-19 06:35 am
ourtomorrow) wrote in cancry2021-01-19 06:35 am
discordia/avaritia | monarch is typing...
I haven't met many of you. My name is Monarch. I struck the final blow against Esme.
[ He can say that, right? It's a fact. Lion and Ruin did so much - but the one with no choice but to do it had been Monarch. ]
By that point, she had turned into a monster. But when I hit her for the last time, I gained memories. Not mine, but hers.
Esme had a sibling. Lapis. It's Lapis we saw on screens in the Underside. Esme and Lapis were chasing a dream of stardom together, but in the end, only Lapis was chosen. Esme couldn't accept that. She'd hated Lapis since Lapis was born. Esme died full of those feelings.
One instance isn't enough to build a theory upon, but as we search for the Authority of this Layer, people should be aware this occurred. It's possible other Authorities will become monstrous when confronted and we'll regain their memories. It's also possible Esme chose to show me specifically for other reasons, but if so, that's something that might happen to others, as well.
Thanks for your time.
[ And - sent.
Those patrolling Avaritia on their quest for information may find one (1) small boy hiding in an alley spying on the business district. He keeps moving like he wants to check his phone and then stopping his hand. ]
[ He can say that, right? It's a fact. Lion and Ruin did so much - but the one with no choice but to do it had been Monarch. ]
By that point, she had turned into a monster. But when I hit her for the last time, I gained memories. Not mine, but hers.
Esme had a sibling. Lapis. It's Lapis we saw on screens in the Underside. Esme and Lapis were chasing a dream of stardom together, but in the end, only Lapis was chosen. Esme couldn't accept that. She'd hated Lapis since Lapis was born. Esme died full of those feelings.
One instance isn't enough to build a theory upon, but as we search for the Authority of this Layer, people should be aware this occurred. It's possible other Authorities will become monstrous when confronted and we'll regain their memories. It's also possible Esme chose to show me specifically for other reasons, but if so, that's something that might happen to others, as well.
Thanks for your time.
[ And - sent.
Those patrolling Avaritia on their quest for information may find one (1) small boy hiding in an alley spying on the business district. He keeps moving like he wants to check his phone and then stopping his hand. ]
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i've always loved biology and medicine, there's so much to learn
now i can study a whole new kind!! :D
[She's unliving her best afterlife.]
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[ Or are things like that just...waiting to be discovered? Either way, it's something to look forward to, weirdly. In the midst of all of this.
He might discover, someday, that he enjoys something. ]
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i knew from the start i wanted to learn things and know more, but i didn't remember most of the specifics until i got my first memory back
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In fact, isn't that also something Authorities seem to forget, in their fixation on their own misery? ]
I wonder if we all have things like that waiting for us to uncover them. Presents from our past selves.